Have you ever felt like its just not going to happen for you?
I've been pregnant twice and have been left twice. The first guy was an asshole and emotionlly abusive, so I guess it wasn't too much of a surprise. but the second guy was one of my best friends since high school. I trusted him 110% and we were engaged and everything was great. I felt like I had finally found the one, my soulmate and I was going to get my family. Then he turned around and broke up with me, practically kicked me out when I was 5 months pregnant and I found out later that he cheated on me and was in a relationship with the girl within a week of breaking up with me. we were going to be MARRIED...and he just threw it away like it didn't matter. He just totally changed. I was so destroyed by all of it. I ended up going through a difficult pregnancy, in and out of the hospital all alone. I've come to the realization that happiness with somebody is just not going to happen for me because now I have this stamp on me as a single mom of two kids with two different dads and even IF the opportunity came about I really don't think I could ever be able to trust anybody fully ever again. Anybody else feel this way?