Phone call yesterday had me devastated but today I am so relieved!
So my ex boyfriend (the one that was locked up) got released last weekend. 2 days before he was released he called me and we talked about us and what we would do once he came home. I told him not to come see me that weekend because I already had plans but this weekend would be fine.
I haven't heard from him since he's been home so I called his mom yesterday to see how she was doing and how he was doing. She said she was doing fine and he was doing fine as well and that he was over at some girl's house.
Now I knew about this girl beforehand because he told me about her while he was locked up and how he had started writing her after I had stopped writing him for about 6 months. Anyways, I wasn't really hurt over it, I was just mad because we had made plans for one and for 2 he called and spent time with her before he called me and spent time with me seeing as that we've been together (off/on) for 5 years.
ANYWAYS, so last night while at work I realized that hearing this may have actually been a good thing. Its my way of letting him go completely and not worry about hurting his feelings or trying to figure out how to break things off.
With both of my jobs, school and my son I'm too swamped for a relationship right now anyways. Anyways, thought I'd just share :)