My boyfriend decided to end things, i have tried everything i can think of to salvage this. We cannot seem to get on same page. I'm 22 wks pregnant and feel incredibly guilty that i don't think of this baby as a blessing. I have a 10 year old son that i have been raising on my own. I know how tough it is to be a single parent and now it is happening again. No idea how i am going to mmanage an infant. I feel desolate and maybe a little suicidal. This life of mine has never been easy and i have battled. When do u say enough is enough, and just give up. Logically, i know this is irrational and wrong, but i think how living is the hard part and dying iwould be so easy. Just disappear.
on Nov. 17, 2012 at 11:23 PM