I made it...sort of. I took my son 4 hours away so we could have turkey with my Dad. We've never done that before, so i thought it would be a good way to start a new tradition. It was good. I'm just so sad and lonely. I miss my husband terribly. I miss our family traditions. I miss being able to host the family meal. I'm sure that my son and I will settle into a new norma, and we did have a good day yesterday. We're not driving home until tomorrow, so I have to take it one hour at a time.
Please don't bash me for loving the man i had been with for the last 12+ years. I know he left. I know I'm better off. I know I have to move forward. But I am grieving the biggest loss of my life. Let me be sad.
on Nov. 23, 2012 at 1:01 PM