We met at the mall on october 25, 2008 in fye he approached me and asked for my number. Right away I noticed he'd kept following me, then he stopped me in my tracks and was like "excuse me, how old are you?" Me starring at dvd's without looking up my heart racing and palms sweaty I responded "21" he got my number then left. He called the next day I picked up my phone while sitting at my grandmas and we went from there.
Since then we've had our ups and downs but he will still come around, call, and text to see how i'm doing. We have no ties(my daughter is by someone else)but the chemistry is still there and we both know it.
I messed up 2x when we were together. He left and I had my daughter(he's still upset because of what I did). He came around to see her after I had her but she was still in the hospital so I showed him a picture.
Fast forward my lil girl turns a year he comes over to my moms out of the blue and we sit and talk. He leaves but leaves behind a book he wrote with his email on the back. I finished his book a few hours after starting it and email him, now it's the waiting game. He responds we email back and forth I give him my number again we text and one nite decide to see eachother again.
Being in his arms I felt safe again(it only lasted a few mins cause my daughter woke up lol) and it was almost like the world faded and it was just us.
I fell in love with him the first time he kissed me and have been in love with him ever since. He knows how I feel but is afraid to approach the situation again due to my mistakes.
I'm 26 and am not confused I know exactly who and what I want now(i knew then but was afaraid of getting hurt).
The guy is 6ft and all muscle with a bald head tattoos all over carmel colored skin and makes me melt into a puddle whenever he's around.
The chemistry when we're together is insane and we can't stop it. I know he feels something for me but he won't admit his feelings to me.
He understands me better than I understand myself and knows when something is wrong just by looking at me.
Can it be fate keeps drawing us back together for a reason???? Tonite I asked him if he knew why we lose touch and always find each other his response was no do u? I gave him an answer an honest one and said fate could be bringing us back together.
It leaves me to question if he's the one.