I have been a single mommy for a while now but this Nov made it official I will always be a single parent. My ex husband passed away Nov 2.. I have a lot of issues from his dying and get so mad at times. My children have lost their father and sometimes i feel like I have lost my husband as well.
Long story short we divorced after 12 yrs and a rough marriage to say the least.. He had many other women on the side and as I found out after he died a lot of kids born to him and his whores. He found out in April of this year the day he retired from the Marine Corps that he had Pancreatic Cancer. I was by his side as he found this out and held his hand as we heard 6 mths to live. I think we both cried and tried to figure out how we would tell the kids.
Well after I had agreed to take care of him.. he turns around and marries his mistress :( FML..
Now after his death she has made my life a living hell....I am just at a loss at how all of this could of happened and how I guess I am not supposed to grieve him..