Pics of my x posted on fb with new family, makes me feel sad, lonely, upset
Im a bit upsat at the moment, well more than upset, im sad and angry and all those emotions that go with seing an x with his current partner having a great life.
Im friends with my sons fathers sister on fb and she posted pics of her brother with his wife and 2 kids. I was young when i got with my sons dad and got preg quite quickly. He left as soon as he found out and has since moved to another country, got married and had 2 kids.
My son never met his dad and that has always been a soar spot for me as i dont want that for my son. I want him to at least have contact with him.I want my son to hear from his dad and get cards at birthdays and xmas.
I just saw the pics of my sons dad with his wife and kids and it really hurt me, I got upset and it makes me feel very bad that my son will never have that.
Also I fantasise that he will turn up at my door saying he ditched his family and wants my family instead and we live happily ever after. I have not told any of my friends or anything bout this fantisy because I dont want to look foolish as I no this wont happen. I feel as though I still love him and thats the hardest part