I took my son to see santa at the local fire department. He arrived on a lights flashing fire truck all of the kids went wild. As I watched him enter the fire house I was shocked to see tears well up in my eyes and the thought that came to me was shocking too. Its not fair. Most of tge other kids had both parents there. Mine just had me and my mom. My thought was this should be a family time his father should be here experiancing this too. He chose his mistress over his son. It shocked me to think that way. Its been a while since thoes feelings and thoughts came up. Just wish I had a"my" family again. husband kids Whole nine yards. Maybe santa will put that in motion for the next 5 years. Lol
Oh I forgot to mention the ex is military. Thats why im shocked at the responce being alone on the holidays was normal for 7 years.
Just a single mom living my life for my wonderful son!
on Dec. 7, 2012 at 12:47 AM