Single mom times are hard - Just sharing hope someone is listening
I had not logged in a couple of days but its good to hear everyone. Well there will be no Christmas for me and my family the $$$$ just isn't there so this will be our first Christmas to take sometime to reflect and understand the true meaning. If I had bought gifts and all is well maybe I wouldn't take the time. I also want when things are financially better to still know that Christmas is not just abut gifts all though you have external parties that put the pressures on you especially my family what are you getting the kids this is out new etc.
Even though it hurts my heart for my little ones there is a calm over me that you cant do it this year and that's all to it I don't feel stressed bent out of shape mad at the world, I have just made my peace.
My son (7 years old) has been wilding out in school calling out not sitting in his seat not following directions not, this has all been going on for about two weeks just out of the blue. He has become defiant at home. I am trying to have patience and talk things out with him sometimes i feel am making a break through and then again no. I am going to talk to his pediatrician.
I am to start school next month I just hope I have the mental capacity to keep up. I have started the process of revamping my resume so I can continue my career into a managment position. I am really happy about that, I am still contemplating whether I should move to Florida but I feel as long as I find a good job I should be fine. I can not deal with the cold.
2012 a year to remember reflect embrace love be grateful for what you have than what you don't tomorrow is a new day.