My question is am I being selfish? I feel that I am. I never wanted kids and now I am having one. My ex begged me to keep the baby. I have the classic story of " We were so happy and we found out we were pregnant then he split,etc." I am six months pregnant and have gone through this entire thing alone with no money. It's been tough. All I think about is I can not wait to have this baby and feel like this body is my own again. I think about all of things I want to do, like finish school, trying new things and being spontaneous like I used to. I get sad sometimes because although I do have times of pure excitement about meeting and loving my new baby. I have more times when I envsion my life after she's born, she is nothing more than an after thought. I feel horrible. Is this normal?