bd started laying on the charm for a while, a couple of months. he would call every morning and call me beautiful and ask me how i was doing and made it seem he was interested in what was going on with me. he gave me a realy nice christmas gift and spent most of the day with me and our kids at my place. he's been really sweet and very understanding. well, once again...i fell for it. he started back up with his stupid shit. yesterday i invited him over just to hang out and watch some tv or a movie, he said "that sounds great, i'm running an errand right now and i'll call you when i'm done to head over." well i guess he's still running his errand cuz i have yet to hear from him.
i'm just so irritated and so pissed off at myslef from letting this happen and getting myself all excited that things were actually gonna take a turn for the better. i thought for sure things were better, it had been more than 2 months of his lovey dovey crap and now this!
I'M OFFICIALLY AN IDIOT. ugh! UGH! i just want to scream and cry from where i'm so mad at myself!
*i think i could easily throw a fit like a 2yr old lol.