My dd is 6 months old; her father and I split up when I was 10 weeks pregnant. We are in the middle of a custody battle and I'm finding it really difficult to cope with possible outcomes. I live in CO and this state favors shared custody which would be fine with me if my dd was older... a lot older. My ex just this month started paying child support because the Enforcement office is having it deducted from his pay; he is fighting all the back child support he owes. I have two other dds and have sole legal custody of them; they're 6 and 3. I am just having a extremely difficult time wrapping my head around 50/50 custody involving a 6 month old baby. Especially when I have been her sole provider since she was born; he sees her Tues, Thurs, and every other Saturday but doesn't get overnights because I EBF and there have been numerous occasions where he has chosen something else over her. Now that we have the courts involved I am at their mercy; I'm scared that they won't take into account that he has chosen personal things over his dd's needs and continues to be nasty even though I have been very reasonable. I just need advice.. sorry if this is rambling on I've just got a lot on my mind and worry a lot.