I been without sex for 2yrs waiting on God to send me a husband. I finally got weak and slept with my sons father for 3 days then decided it was wrong. We have a 18 yrs old son together but our relationship has been off more then on. He said he wanted a relationship so we gave it a try, but so after I found out I was pregnant. He has a 2yr old with his ex, but says he's not ready. I told him I can't kill no baby especially with a heart beat. He said he loved me and even wanted me to spend the night. The next two days he said he can't go thru with it. He will call me see how Im doing and hopefully he will feel different when the baby arrives. I'm a high risk pregnaNYC diabetic, high blood pressure and I'm 36. I don't know if I can do this alone. I have no family or real friends to support me. I'm don't know if I can start all over again after 18 yrs. My son in college I was done. I don't what to do, this will be a hard journey.
on Jan. 18, 2013 at 12:00 AM