Today marks a year since one of my best friend passed away by a drunk driver. I miss him everyday but I know that he is watching over my daughter and I. He's also protecting us from all the bad things that could happen to us. Sometimes I think what if I went with him home. We were at a party with our friends and I wasn't ready to go so I stayed a little longer but what if I went and it took longer for us to get to the point he was hit. I know I could have ended up died as well but it's still hard to take in. I miss his smile, laugh and just his voice. It's still so hard to take in you won't wake up and call and text him. Some days are harder then others and today is a hard day but I am going to do my best in being happy for him because I know he wants me to be. I think he's the or who helped me find CM and all my friends.
on Jan. 18, 2013 at 9:53 AM