On December 1st I was hired at my DD's daycare. When I was hired I was told they needed me full time so I jumped on it and was excited to finally have a job. After about 2 weeks my hours got cut and then they stopped putting me on the schedule. It scared me cause we just moved in to our new apartment. I finally went out and found another job this time as a caregiver. I have been working here since January 18th and get about 33 hours a week working 6 days a week. I'm starting to freak out again about how to pay my bills. On Monday I lost a client cause she was admited in to the hospital and we have no clue how long she will be there. I thinks its permanent this time. That was 2.50 hours I lost a day. There is another caregiver job I'm looking in to but changing jobs again after just a short time looks really bad. My mom is pissed at me cause I didn't go down there today to apply for the other job. I wanted to spend time with my daughter who I never see anymore and I wanted to pick my son up from school for a change. I bust my ass everyday working and taking care of my kids and being a single mom I feel like I'm going to break. I don't get a break unless I'm at work. My son hates me cause his dad no longer wants to be a dad anymore. I plan on going down hopefully Monday to see about this other job that pays more. I feel like I'm failing my kids as a single mom. I have no one to talk to and no shoulder to cry on. I feel like everything is falling apart around me right now. I got me a lucky bamboo yesterday and hope my luck starts to change soon. I'm to the point where now I feel like something is wrong with me. Any advice would be great thanks.
on Feb. 8, 2013 at 10:09 PM