My emotions are too intense for my pain and sleep meds to do their job, which means I feel like crap and I can't sleep :( Plus I have "pre-flu" symptoms meaning I've already got the virus but it hasn't been long enough to show pos on the flu test so they can't give me tamiflu yet. So, I'm miserable physically plys I am incredibly lonely AND my son had to go back to his dad's tomorrow. I mover over an hour away bc I have so many more opportunities here but omg I hurts so bad to be away from my son. I know that this is the best situation right now and that hopefully by summer I will have my own place and be able to have my son with me but...I need him as much as he needs me. He has been here with me since tues night bc he's had the flu. He had the flu A so he wasnt throwing up or achey, just coughing and fever and a bit more tired. Now he has to go back for school on monday and I so badly don't want to let him go, even though I will be with him again thurs night. It just hurts my heart.
Plus, my 2 best BEST friends are in other states and going through things and I miss them SO damn much and...I'm just frustrated and sad and lonely tonight. Now I've got the flu so I have to cancell the plans I made for the whole week :(
Any way, just needed to let out some emotion. Thanks y'all.