I am so tired of being alone. I'm 8 months pregnant with my twins, a boy and a girl. I'm so excited to meet them and I already love them more than life itself. I know they are priceless and special and my number one priority, but I'm scared and lonely. I have some good girl friends, who do their best, but we're all young and they haven't had kids or gone through half the things I have, so it's hard for them to relate. Sometimes I feel so incredibly alone I just cry and cry and cry. I know that once I hold my babies for the first time I will not care that there isn't a man by my side, but it hurts so bad right now knowing I don't have a man by my side. I'm dating, and I know it shouldn't even be a concern of mine, but I miss the companionship. I do want to be held at night. I do want a man to rub my belly and care about the 3 of us. I would be lying if I didn't say I pray that I'll find a great guy to sweep me off my feet and be a father to my babies. I don't know what to do. I've met some great guys, but no one's quite interested in really stepping up. I mean, I can't blame them, I'm 21 and pregnant with twins! What guy would sign up for that mess?! I'm just really really lonely.