sorry.. im not a single mom, yet... but i feel like one. i cant sleep. i dread going to lay down with my husband, im a wreck i just want to cry. We seriously disccussed sepereation/custody arrangements today. Like REALLY? We havent even made it to our one year anniversary ( this month) and this is the path its going ALREADY? Seems like the more i try, the more he gives up, or backtracks. And im so tired of him, GOD IM TIRED OF HIM. But at the same time, I LOVE HIM. I want him to go, i want him to stay. Im so conflicted... Im tired of the heartache, im tired of feeling soooo alone. And thats the jist of it. Im alone, and married. Go figure. I just want to say, all of you ladies are amazing. Being the troopers you are for your children, idk how im going to face it... i know i will.. for my 2 month old daughter, but god... im so not ready. But i feel like no matter what i do.... thats where im heading. <3 you ladies are awesome for not giving up.