So divorce for me has been an interesting experience so far, by nature I am a very logical person and this divorce process (finalized 1-15-2013) and after life has been extremely difficult with my emotional brain and logical brain playing tug of war. My ex and I were together for 13 years, married offically for 8 years, seperated for 12 to 16 months, 2 kids almost 6 year old girl and 2 year old boy. Anyways, my ex and I were in a very bad place and he cheated and left. He currently lives with girlfriend (the women he left with) and we have a 8/6 (basically) placement (me 8). My daughter loves her, we talk about her, she tells me what they do, and so on........................ While I am very grateful she is good to my kids, it pisses me off....I struggled with infertility for 2 years before I got pregnant with each kid and this bitch gets to reap my sowing. Not only does she get to be a part of my kids life, she and my ex seem to have a good relationship. So the little jealous moster pops up and gets a little more visable than I like.
Sorry kind of all over the place, just needed to get it out of my head.... (my next therapy appointment isn't until next week.. hee hee)