Im 19wks preg and my boyfriend moved out about a month and half ago. He makes me so confused he wants to take care of the baby, name it, help me with doctor bills, he has come over a few times when i invited him to eat and twice he asked to come over for some "personal" time lol when we were together he didn't want sex at all so i'm not saying no now haha. he will call almost everyday just to see how im doing the baby and my 6yr old son are doing. but it's very like stale kinda not romantic an he doesn't act like he loves me which he told me he didnt when he left because I kept bitching because he has an online gf in mexico.
anyways he is very nice to me but when i call like when i'm lonely need support he doesn't answer the phone or text me back. I am pregnant and alone and I feel like falling apart and i just need some support when i need it not when he feels like it.
it is very confusing because idk what the future holds if hes gunna be with me when the baby comes or if he's just going to come over for the baby and idk if hes ever going to love me. i feel like i'm stuck waiting to see whats gunna happen meanwhile i'm emotional and need somebody to care about me like the father of my baby should be because he was the one who got me pregnant and wanted a baby with me...
i feel like the relationship is not going to work out whatever relationship we have, if he can't talk to me let me know what he's thinking, what he wants, i want to have a man that loves me and puts me first i have so much love to give but i'm pregnant with this mans child and i really don't need to be thinking about trying to find the right man seeing whats happening in my life right now, but i feel like i'm in jail w a baby in me and the dad is holding the key.