nToday was difficult when me and my baby girl went a couple places to go shopping. I saw so many families together and it really hurt i dont have a family unit. I told her father for the last month that his daughter needs many things. He supposedly has bought all this stuff but its no where in sight. Yea right. Its just so hurtful my daughter has a father who clearly doesn't give two cents about her but acts like he takes care of her and that i keep her from him. He hasn't seen her in god knows how long. Probably only seen her a handful of times since she's been born. Sometimes I'm ok, but like tonight, I'm so angry i want him to die, but I'm so hurt and disappointed to. Its hard to fathom how soneone can abandon their child but have the nerve to act like the 90 in child support is so much and doesnt even come see her. Its so hard with everything on me, but she is the one who will suffer. Just not fair my sweet little angel deserves so much more i just want to cry.
on May. 4, 2013 at 12:07 AM