The guy I was with has put me through so much BS. Hasn't paid rent for 2 months and this month was short on rent. He always has an excuse. We were together for over 4 years and I've never been allowed to see his kids, supposedly b/c of the BM. He's done nothing to really change that either.
Today was beyond the last straw. I got a hotel room for me and my son as a specail treat. The hotel has a pool, my friend works here so I got a good discount. He said he'd bring his kids to swim too and then they'd go home to their mom and he'd go home to take care of the dog. I don't feel he should stay at the hotel with my son, he's not his dad. Well the kids were at his moms, he went over there this monring. Then was telling me even though the BM said fine he could take the kids around me, he was afraid she would change her mind and do something stupid. He couldn't risk it b/c the oldest isn't bio his, he just took over as daddy from day 1 (long story). We went back and forth for over an hour through texts. I just got fed up and went to his moms. He then went off on me, screaming at me and shit. His kids were then crying, which was all my fault even though I never raised my voice or did anything. He is the one that upset them. He came home right before I left with my son for the hotel. Then his story was He just wanted some alone time with his kids before he brought them to the hotel to play in the pool with us. OK that I would have understand IF he would have just said it. But he also still blames the BM b/c she could change her mom. I'm sure his BM is laughing her ass off b/c she even said yes and he sabotage things AGAIN. I'm just so fed up with him.
My son is 7 and knows we maybe moving. When I was at my bf moms I told him he could get his shit out by tomororw. He says no. He says he'll prove it to me. He says he's been proving it, even though I say hell no he hasn't been. All he's proven is how much of an ass he is, and how stupid he is.
Well I have offically told him that when the lease is up I'm moving out. He still doesn't believe it. But I'm done playing games. I need to do what's best for me and my son. He is definitely not it.
Now I'm terrified of being alone forever. All I ever wanted was a family for me and my son. My son deserves a family. He told me lots of stories and I thought he could give it to us, but obviously not. Now time to move on.