Let me just say- I've always feared the dark. It's on my top three of worse fears, being alone in the dark. But now I have a daughter and things are a bit different.
I already overthink and make up things in my head when its dark, but thanks to my super awesome decision to watch "Mama," the fear has only tripled!
I have attempted to stay on my own at my place and it was a little hard the first night, but I got through it. Last night, I tried again and both my daughter and I were starting to wind down and then our lights kept flickering. I immediately left my house and stayed with my family. Little did I know the flickering was due to the fact it had been pouring rain and strong winds all night!
Anyway, I still feel like there's a "evil spirit" in my house and I know I'm being silly, but I never dismiss a negative assumption-for fear it may come true! Again, this sounds outrageous, but we've all been there right? Just at home alone, making up crazy thoughts in your head and trying to turn them off. What do you all suggest? "Womaning" it up?? Stay somewhere safe until I feel better alone? Quit being silly? I don't know. I don't have an awesome bf or husband to support me right now through these strange and eerie moments! I miss a guy for these reasons ....but yeah....suggestions!!!