So instead of staying home and feeling sorry for myself or going to a bar with friends and drinking my sorrow away ( which never works cause drinking makes me more emotional) I decided to do stuff with my baby and you know what she became my best friend .
I've always done stuff with her before but I've never paid attention to how happy it makes her.
I took her to a farm with rides and stuff one day and she said mommy I'm so happy just the way she said it brought tears to my eyes its a feeling I can't explain all I know now is that every weekend I look forward to spending time with her . I join her in a ballet class which she loves and im looking for more stuff to do with her
So anyone with any suggestion would be appreciated .
Never waste ur happiness on a guy .