Why is life such a challenge? Why can't it be easy? Its so frustrating to be in a position you can't change anything. I can't change my past so why do I think about my life without my daughter? I feel like a terrible mom to think about my life if I didn't have my daughter. Like would my family be around? Would i have a better life not stressed out. Does anyone ever think about what life would be if their child wasn't born? Does it make me a bad mom? I feel so terrible that I think that. I am under stress of my daily life. I honestly feel like a stinky mom. My daughter has a roof over head and food in her tummy but I still feel like I don't focus on her. I always thought life got easier if kids got older but I was so wrong. It's been so tough raising a kid and doing it all with no help. I have no one to watch my daughter since no one will watch her for me. I am having a hard time lately. Thinking crazy things and I shouldn't. I feel like a bad mommy lately. Do you understand why I would feel that way? Is it crazy? I am so confused why I feel like such a bad mom. Maybe it's what people have told me that's why I think that way? I honestly that's why I think that way.
on May. 13, 2013 at 4:44 PM