Feeling so frustrated with myself. Nothing goes right apparently in my life. I try to stay strong for my daughter but its not going so well right now. Feeling like I am going to break down. Getting a break is tough since I work and also am a mommy and a daddy to my child. It's so much missing everything I had before my daughters father and I's relationship went south. I miss the way i was I am not as happy as I use to be. It is effecting me everyday. I try to get happy but nothing works anymore, I have been trying the last year. I know why no one wants to be my friend or want to talk to me it's because I am not happy. If I was happy I would still have the best friend but I don't anymore that's hard on me even after a month of her not being my friend. It's my fault I am so angry at myself for being the way I am. Nothing goes right in my life feeling like a failure to myself as well as my daughter.I am sure my daughter knows that I am not happy even tho I try to be for her. What do I do? Nothing really. thanks for listening to me vent.
on May. 24, 2013 at 12:04 PM