So today Dh (um soon to be xdh?) is coming to pick up our son to see him for a few hours. I am a wreck. He will be here (hopefully) really soon. I feel like I could hurl. I can handle 3 hours away from ds. But I am not ready to see Dh. Last week we were talking more babies. This totally came as a shock to me. And of course he and I will be talking tonight about our situation after ds goes to bed, so that makes the nerves worse. I just want this all to be over with. Thankfully I am staying with family.
God this sucks.
Well he showed up an hour and a half late. Refused to wait until our son went to bed to talk about anything and ended up storming out with even saying goodbye to his son. And he left because I told him it is not okay to be an hour and a half late. It irritates me but it is unfair to our son.
Oh. And he cleared out our bank account and changed the passwords so I don't have access anymore. Seeing as I have been a SAHM for over 2 years I am a bit screwed.