I need advice
how can I get over this douche bag of a person
he played with my emotions and broke my heart
we got back together after 4 1/2 years of ups and downs, he took me to look at rings and we applied for a mortgage and were looking at homes
then we conceived our child. I saw on his internet history that he was messaging this female again, I questioned him about it and he denied it.
the next day I was home he text me, ending it with me. two weeks later I missed my period and took a test and it was positive when I text him and told him he changed his phone number. weeks later he convinced me to come over and pee on a stick infront of him. when it came out positive once again he said lets work on things and gave me his new cell number. needlessly to say, we jumped back into it. it only lasted about 5 weeks. he walked out on me again. two weeks after proposing marriage and giving me a ring. he started dating that female. we didn't communicate for a month. then he started contact me again. here and there he told me he missed me, he thinks of me and he loves me. then it all changed once I profess my love for him still. he told me he doesn't love me and im no good for him and that he is staying with her. totally messing with my pregnant emotions.
im due in 5 weeks and he changed his phone number again after we had an agruement when I told him that if he going to keep calling our unborn daughter a mistake and a regret that she will not be in his life.
I wanted to forgive him and work things out and be a family. I still love him. but he has such animosity towards me for being pregnant and ruining his life and says he loves this girl he cheated and left me for. I know I deserve better and can do better. but im still sad. is it these pregnancy hormones or what? I want to get over him but I carry a piece of him with me and my heart is broken that im doing it alone
on Jun. 21, 2013 at 6:16 PM