How do you live in this world without a support system?
Its pretty weird how when you are really in need of help noone seems to answer their phone. The only source of help that I did have were my parents. They both have health issues and they are raising 3 mentally challenged children. My sisters whom they have had since they were babies. Well these girls are just a little bit older than my kids so they enjoy going over to my parents house to spend time with them. Since the summer started I have been trying to work more hours so I put my kids in summer camp close to where my parents live which is about 45 minutes away from me.
Today my youngest daughter got into it with one of the girls and they were hard down fighting. While I was on the phone with my mom I heard nothing but screams and loud noises and then all of a sudden my daughter in the background saying "I dont F'n care"! My mom said "wow I didnt know your daughter acts like this"! So I told her to do what she felt that she needed to do as her grandmother until I got there. When I got there they blamed everything on my daughter and my mom said that she finally sees what I have been telling her all along about my daughter. She said that she really needs some help and that there is no way that I would ever be able to work and have someone keep her because of the way she acts. She said that she can't have my daughter around acting in this way. I understood. At that moment I felt that my only little bit of support was gone. The other girl that my daughter was fighting with was in the room laughing with one of her friends and I felt like a huge joke. I was upset at the fact that they all seemed to be against my daughter. I told my sister that my daughter isn't the only one to blame.
So now I am pulling my daughter out of the camp because she is with my younger sisters all day and they seem to be so against her. I dont want to take my oldest daughter out of the camp because she shouldn't have to be punished for what her sister did. But I am now needing somewhere to put my youngest while I work. I just got a call from her counselor and told her about what happened and she said that my daughter maybe depressed.