As of right now, I need girlfriends that are available concerning dating. The friends that I typically call are quite busy and I feel like an teenager needing that chat with a girlfriend. I do have older guy friends to speak to concerning this matter. A few weeks ago, on a temp assignment, a fellow asked for my number. He approach me kindly, yet I told him that maybe another time when I might see him again on another assignment. Well, I did see him again as I picked up my check and we chatted in the lobby of the temporary agency. I gave him my number. We have only see each other three times outside of work. He first told me that he was just release from prison. Upon hearing this, alarms did ring in my head, but I kept my cool and just gave him a chance. It's been months since I last dated. The first time I met him was at a local pond spontanuously with his mother right after he dropped his son off at his mother's. My daughter was playing with the ducks, turtles. We chatted for a little awhile from a distance and then meet his mother in the car and then he met my daugher. He was so gentle with my daughter and knew much about turtles so we eventually took four turtles (two for him and two for us) and headed to Pet Co and his mother's house for equipment. Finally, at my house, we set up the equipment. I become so turned on by him suddenly and then he asked to give me a neck rub and I agree. It was the best head, neck, and back rub that I have received from a man. We have only hugged each other. Another time, he called me and I mention that my dryer was not working well, Suddenly, he came by within 30 minutes to check it out along with his son. Again, he hugged me and gave a short neck rub. The third time, we hung out along for two hours late at night outside. I learned from that outing, that he is a player and wants to go all the way with me and I'm not up for that so I have not talked to him for a few days. Now, I'm having trouble proceeding on my typical rountine. Why is this?