Hi my name is Kay and I'm a new mom my son Ryan is 7 month now. Since my life is no close book I need to let it is well I met my husband 2 years ago and he hit it off he was together everyday I was 21 and I fell in love with him he seemed like he was different from the guys I came across..my family put me out so I went to live with him about 6 months after I got pregnant with my son in march right before my birthday in April.. When I told him and showed him the sonogram after my birthday he seemed happy and then in may he told me I had to get an abortion I didn't agree with it by this being my first baby after a miscarriage with twins..so after he claimed I tricked him into having a baby he put me out at 4 months I ha no where to go so I begged my family to let me stay around this time I tried communicating with him about the sex of the baby and everything but by him having at girlfriend who had 3 children of her own I felt like he playing daddy to them an wont even step up to be a dad to mines..when I was 6 months he reached out to me because they was having relationship problems and me being a nice person and his friend I was there for him thru it all he would show up at my family house late night crying and blowing up my phone early morning phone calls going to work everything he use to do when we was together it was like he never left..he kept saying he ready to come home and I believed him..they broke up he put her out and moved me in now I'm 9 months by this time and we packed up and moved from Maryland to Pennsylvania to start out new life together..we was in pa by thanksgiving week of 2012 and soon after my son was born dec 9 2012 he wasn't there for that but we was his family soon after our release back to pa we went I was a single parent doing everything by myself he wouldn't even bond with his first son..when my son turned 3 months this year march, me n his father went to Vegas for a trip and we got married now after that I ended up pregnant again but didn't know it or found out until may after my birthday and that's when he'll broke loose arguments escalated worse to worst by June he made me move out just to move his new girlfriend in.. He threaten my life twice telling me we was hive me killed and now he wanna take my son from me..he told me of I don't sign these annulment papers ima get a visit and I'm not going to like it.. Now since I didn't have no where to go I once again beg my family to let me stay with my son he tureen his back on us and left us homeless for a new chick..I'm lost hurt and don't know what to do..I have people fussing at me on what I should do and I'm like please leave me alone.. I don't have help like I had with him and money is tight..I don't have an support circle so it's just me and my son with no help from him or my family.. I'm depressed and seeking guide from anybody who may have went thru this..I've been crying and shutting down giving up on life itself and I'm tired of hurting because I know he's happy now..where do I start to get over this ?