So dd2s dad left me when I was in the hospital right after i had her, and since then hes realized he screwed up bad. He has been doing everything in his power to show me hes serious about our relationship. We woulda been together 3 years next month. He comes over before he goes to work and takes our daughter so I can have a breather, he will go with me to doctors appointments or places I have to take alll 3 of my children. Well last night dd2 wouldn't go to sleep, and dd1 is sick so Im not sleeping much, so he came over after work (at 4am) and got her to sleep for me. He tried staying the night and I denyed him that BIG time, but then we kissed and I miss it. So far when we're around each other we haven't touched or anything, but last night it was amazing kissing him again and it made me realize how much I do miss him, I'm just having a hard time forgetting him ruining what shoulda been a special time in our relationship (the birth of our first child together). SHould I let him make it up to me, or should I just continue without him.