For the past month our lives have been so up and down, and my anxiety is thru the roof! Bd and I have had our share of problems but nothing prepared me for the HELL I lived through after I went back to work in June. He became angry, intimidating and verbally and emotionally abusive, and violent. He would pick a fight with me every day and intimidate me and harassment when I was at work or when I came home while playing with the baby. He doesn't work, so he was a stay at home dad (his choice). I feel that by me going back to work really incited his anger and exaareted his mental health issues, and I became a trigger for it all! The week I left him was littered with fights and horrible things said and threats made by him, but I had no way to leave, then one morning when I was getting ready for work, he shattered the bathroom mirror, because I refused to engage with him. Well now, after he was admitted to the psych ward twice from authorities, his family is harassing me, they all live across the country. I live in fear every day and can't sleep at night, fearful he will hurt me and take the baby. He villanized me to his family, and now they won't even tell me if he left the state, telling me I am playing the victim and he won't hurt me. Even the cops fear for my safety. I begged for his family to come out here and help, but they didn't. As I lay here at 1:00am, his step mom is texting me harassing me. I can't take it any,ore. I jut want to fell safe and know that my baby is safe and happy!
thank you, I just needed to vent!