Ladies I just dont know what to do anymore. My 10 and 11 year old told me that I worry way too much. Which to be honest, I do. The 10 year old is in a after school program that she is not happy with and I am worried about that. I dont get off of work in time to pick her up so she walks there after school. Whenever I go in to pick her up all of the kids are on the computers and doing activities but she just sits there and doesn't talk to anyone. So while I'm at work my mind is constantly on her and the fact that she is not happy there. I cant change my work hours because I barely get enough hours already. My 11 year old told me last night (not on her own I kind of had to pry it out of her) that boys like her at school. Now I knew that someday I was going to have to deal with this but I told her that I really want her to focus on being a little girl and doing good in school. So last night when they went to bed I got really depressed because I just cant seem to do things right for some reason. They tell me that I talk to them about the same things over and over again and that I worry way too much. I sometimes feel that they would be better off being raised by another mother that could keep it together. I am all over the place. I am on antidepressants but I was told that I have signs of bipolar. I just cant seem to get it together. I cry when I run across the kids baby pictures and it throws me into a depression. I have even been missing their dad so much that I think about him so much more and that even makes me sad. My life here on earth is one sad case after another. I have such a hard time trying to take care of myself so its that much more harder trying to take on other things. I have to take sleep aids to help me sleep sometimes because all night my mind goes from one worry to the next. How can I stop this? Please help me. I am going crazy! I just dont know what to do.