The day I found out I was pregnant, I was over the moon excited, but I knew bd would not be, and boy was I right. From that moment on I had mentally prepared to be a single mom, so a year later, after trying to turn a toxic, unhealthy relationship into the happy family my son deserves, I am sitting on my couch single, exhausted and HAPPY!! Since leaving Bd I have been so much happier and relieved and being a single mom suits me. Bd has not seen or even been in contact for over a month now, so it is 100% mommy, and I love it! Although today I was sad as I was preparing for our Sunday outing, thinking of all the plans we had made as a family and wishing bd was here to join in on our family day! Being "on" all the time can be tiring, but sooo worth every second of the peace, harmony and happiness that is in my home now!
Those single moms who have similar situations, how do you feel about always "being on"?