Sometimes, I really wish I didn't care about my ex. It's so hard to make this type of change even though I know it's for the best.
Evelyn (she's 5) misses her dad. We just moved back in with family two weeks ago after I was able to leave the state of CA, had to wait until the divorce paperwork was finalized.
I catch myself missing him often. but with all the reasons for the divorce to begin with, there's no way we could have a successful marriage. So I have to continually remind myself of these reasons to keep me on the right page and keep me from going back to an unhappy marriage.