When I became pregnant my sons father wanted nothing to do with us. He kept saying hes not ready, its not his, blah blah blah. Anyway a few months ago my sister text me to tell me that Dontae, my son's father is trying to get in contact with me. I haven't spoken to him since August. Thats when I told him I was leaving Connecticut and moving here to South Carolina. He didn't believe me but its not like he cared. Well after my sister told me he was trying to contact me I wrote him a message on Facebook. He was so excited to hear from me and was upset that I moved. He never did anything for his son so I didn't see why it bothered him. After sending messages about how sorry he was and how he was going through a lot he asked how his son was doing. Hes never said that ever. Hes never called Xavier his son. I took me a while to reply back. The realization hit me. Xavier isn't just my son. Hes Dontae's son regardless of the b.s. hes done. After that conversation he messages me and asks me how xavier is doing and that he misses him and can't wait to see him. It makes me happy that hes trying to be a father now. Xavier really needs that. I told him that he can post a picture of Xavier on his Facebook if he wants and he was so happy. He said he was waiting for me to say that. I was so use to being a single mother and having Xavier all to myself. I dont mind sharing my son with his father but I'm just nervous that he might change up again.
(Sorry, mobile and auto correct sucks!)
on Jan. 23, 2014 at 9:33 PM