while I was pregnant he caused a lot of stress for me. he would always bring up how I broke up with him and try to make me feel bad and shit. he flipped out when I told him I had a glass of wine.. the day after I told him, he texted me asking if I had any more than that one glass or not.. because he doesn't like surprises and if he should be looking up fetal alcohol syndrome or not.. I didn't respond because I told him I only had a glass...why should I have to repeat myself? he then texted the next day saying.. well since you haven't responded im going to take that as you had more wine than you're willing to admit. I was so pissed! there is a lot lot more than that one situation. anywho now that she's here, he wants to see her every freakin day. I breastfeed and she is very clingy and dependant on me. she doesn't really like being held by anyone else. and he doesn't understand what kind of stress he has put me through.. he has really high expectations...
I did block his number because he kept asking to see her every day and getting pissy if I didn't answer back.
Today we had to go sign a document acknowledging paternity and what not.. it was awkward and I still feel sick to my stomach. just being around him makes me want to puke and I always feel super stressed and icky around him. I've had this intuitive gut feeling ever since I ended things with him. I don't want him around. he's very negative and assumes the worst in everything. he claims to be a realist... he is most definitely a half glass empty person.
I finally told him today that I would be ok with one visit every other week for now. he hasn't responded. he has a lawyer and this will all be going to court now. so now I have to get a lawyer. im just so sick to my stomach about it all.