Abandoned and not sure if I am doing all I can to deal with it
So On April 1st my husband walked away from me and our two girls ages 5 and 2. He went to Oklahoma City OK and I had to take my daughter out of preschool and move us four hours away from the life she's known to live with my parents. I was a stay at home mom and when he left he left us with no way to pay rent or bills. I still don't understand how he can just turn off his feelings and walk away. I still have not found a job. I live in a small town in deep south texas. It is extremely hard to find a job here, and every time I talk about getting a job my 5 yr old will hyperventilate and freak out. SHe says but who will take care of us, mom. It just breaks my heart. We had been married for nearly six years. I just don't understand how he could just walk away from us like that. Three days after he left us he was already telling another woman on Facebook that he loved her. He has been puttting up ads on dating websites for at least the last two years and lying about it when caught. He has a personal ad up on the Craigslist personals right now. He makes me sick. I would never even think about cheating on him. WE ARE STILL MARRIED! Right now I am waiting out my 90 days residency period so that I can file for divorce.