The guy I've been crushing on for the last 3years came in to my work again today. He smiled for me but didn't smile for my coworker. Last night I dreamt that I worked up the nerve to call him, invite him out, and then finally tell him how I felt. Oh boy. I honestly don't know what I should do. :/ Numerous mutual friends have told me that they thought we had been dating or they thought we should date.
I'm so unsure of everything. This is all new to me. I mean, after being with one person literally right out of high school and for 14 subsequent years really didn't prepare me for adulthood quite the right way. I have no idea how to behave, no idea how to approach someone I like. I feel like I'm in high school all over again with this. *sigh*