And didn't really get any help. I'm 100% sure it's my ex fiance's and I can't tell him. We live together and see each other every day, but every time I try to say something it gets caught in my throat. I asked him out on a date tomorrow so we could have some time without DS around so I can tell him. I'm not sure if I can though. I tried today and started to pretty much have an anxiety attack. I'm around 6 weeks already and I know I can't keep holding this off forever.
I'm mainly freaking out because I'm afraid his reaction will be really bad. I don't want to get an abortion, but I'm not really in a situation where I can take care of two kids by myself if he says he's out.
And as for protection, if anyone brings it up, I have an IUD that hasn't failed in 5 years (ParaGuard) so this is freaking me out over that too.