Hello everyone. I'm in a bit of a struggle. I'm going through a divorce now and have 2 kids, 7 and 3. My husband keeps coming in and out of my life asking for another chance. Everytime I even think about getting back together I always find a little lie or something that bugs me about him. I get so hurt cuz I do really love him but I did put up with alot of shit while we were together. He never was a great father and now I think since we have separated he has changed on that end cuz he doesn't get to see them much. I wanted the divorce cuz he was so selfish and just not there for me. In Dec. I wanted to work things out but he had found another girl already who was 6 months pregnant. So I went ahead a filed the papers. I had to get a protective order on him so I would stop the harassing phone calls and get the marital home for me and the children. In that time I did meet a great guy who has been there for me and even given me money when my husband gave me nothing. He got an attorney and just screwed me in court and then expected me to get back with him to work everything out. I'm very lost stuck between the two guys. I do love my husband but has been very mean to me the last 6 months. The guy I met is a very good father and is very supportive. I'm very scared about going into the world alone and providing for my kids, for I have been a stay at home mother for 8 years. Thinking that way I think I'd be going back for the easy way out and I don't want to end up where I am today. I'm just lost!