I am just plain depressed about my entire situation. Right now my ex-husband is 3 months behind in child support. I am literally on my last penny, trying to figure out how I'm even going to put gas in my car this week. Every dime has had to go to paying dd's daycare & my rent & bills, including all of the money I had in savings, because the child support is behind by $2600!
Also, it seems like all of my girl-friends are now married, and starting to have kids, while I'm finding myself single, trying to get one ready for school. I have had zero luck dating, and am so lonely most of the time that i end up crying, and going to bed by 9 pm.
It just seems right now that everything is so negative. I don't like for dd to see me this way, but it's so hard to keep a smile on for her, when I'm so depressed. I am taking anti-depressants for a different medical issue, but it does not seem to help w/the depression one bit, funny!
Sorry for such a long post....just needed to vent.