I guess today is just one of my off days. I just want to know if there is anyone out there that feels hopeless with the fact that they can't find a partner. I am so tired of trying to do things by myself. Yes I have family and friends but its not the same. I want someone who I can talk to and be with and can share the day to day responsibility with me. I want to be able to go home and crawl into bed with someone at the end of the long day and have someone hold ME! I feel like I am loosing a helpless battle and that I won't ever find that someone that is meant for me.