Hello! I am a recent single mom to two beautiful, loving children. How does anyone begin dating again after you spent 12 years with someone you loved with all your heart? I have tried dating but it is not the same at all. I know I still love my ex even though he hurt me and is with the woman he cheated with. A part of me is afraid to move on, a part of me wants back what we had but I know the trust is broken. So what do I do? Spend the rest of my life alone or try to get him back or move on to something new and terrifying. It seems all men just want sex, not love, marriage and more children. Any advice is appreciated!