Also at the sametime last August in an attempt to forget about him and move on I tried dating other people. I met a guy that I started casually seeing, it wasn't serious because he was seeing other people and so was I. But we did sleep together too around the time my daughter would have been concieved.
Well the dates that I slept with both men are days apart, I know shameful so there really isn't any way for me to know whose it is. I suspect that its my exs of two years, because she looks like him and everyone that has every met him says that samething.
I have filed for a court ordered paternity test and I'm just waiting to see what happens with the whole situation.
I don't care who the father is, because I know in either situation that its not going to be pretty. But I just want to know, so I can tell her, and for medical reasons.
But can anyone else relate to this? Not knowing who there father is at all or not knowing in the beginning?
I feel so shameful every day about what I did and not being able to tell my daughter who her dad is. That was the first and last time I will ever be promiscious with my behavior, last year I was just so emotionally devstated from the break up I did alot of things I nomrally woudln't do.
I just feel like I'm walking around with a huge secret....I jus tneed someone to relate too.