My boyfriend decided he didn't know if he wanted to ever get married when my son was 2 weeks old. This is after he told me for about 3 years that he did, which is why we went ahead and got pregnant in the first place. Needless to say I was devastated for about a month and then one day, I woke up and I looked @ my baby and knew I was going to be okay. The love I have for him seemed to overrule any hurt I was feeling and make me strong, as corny or cliche as that sounds.
But every now and then, I start to get upset again. I get angry because I feel betrayed. I get sad because my son won't have his father around everyday. I get worried because I don't know how this all works. I get frustrated because I have to see my ex all the time which isn't helping me get over him.
Since I found this group, I've been reading peoples posts and replies and I've found a lot of help and strength in them. One woman was so upset about her husband leaving and couldn't understand why he did this and another woman said that this could be God's way of getting him out of your way so you can continue on your path. That has stayed with me everyday and given me hope. I still feel down sometimes, but just knowing that I'm not alone has kept me sane and I just want to thank all of you for sharing!