So losted...((Sorry for it being long))
I had one a year ago when I was 12 weeks preganet with twins My dh was like mabye w elosted only one twin but I knew we didnt..went to the OBGYN and she conferimed my feelings. I was so numb I didn't want to do nothin for a long time. I'm still hurting for them but now I'm numb because I just losted another one today..Well i was at the aracde with my DH and his friend yesterday and i got on the bike you know to race and not thinking it would do anything. I got off it and played alittle air hockey with Josh and everything was fine then I got painfully cramps like when you get your period. So i didn't think nothing was wrong you know cramping is normal. He took us out to eat at Uno's I love them but I didn't feel right so I went to the bathroom and when I wiped I saw blood and i started to freak. It wasn't that bad or anything so I asked my friend and she said it was because of the pressure when I was on the bike. So we contuied to eat I really didn't touch much because I wasn't really hungry anymore. So we came home I was dead freaking tried I was falling alseep on the bus. So i went right to bed got up to go pee a few hours later nothing so I went back to bed because I was still tired so then got up at 2 am and went to the bathroom when I wiped I got bright red blood not light when you spot so Idk what the hell is going on. I don't feel any systompthsm anymore so been only 6 weeks and 2 daysi didn't bleed bad. Ohhh when i was at the resturant i swore when I iched down there ((I know tmi sorry)) i swore i saw one bit of tissue. Usually when I get up an hour or so the sysmpothems hit me but not this time. I feel differnt i don't feel preganet anymore. I'm calling my OBGYN when they wake up. When this one heals he wants to keep trying I honestly don't...he says it will pass for me not wanting kids but I really don't think it will...I want to cry but nothing will come out I feel so numb...I knew i shouldn't had gotten my hopes up and everything. I'm not getting emotional attacted anymore..when i become preganet again if I do..