How things change in one year and thing is no matter what resolutions you make, you can not predict what will happen. On this very day last year (12/31/10) , I was in the hospital preparing to be induced after my water broke prematurely christmas day 2010. Around 9:30 pm new years eve, I gave birth to a premature baby girl, early, stillborn, but still beautiful. At that moment and for some time after I felt and still periodically feel alone. Now one year later, I'm married to the father of the baby (last very year we were barely speaking), we have a house and a family. Although I miss her everyday, today especially, I'm happy my be life very is getting back on track. Deep down inside I thought is be in tears and depressed today, but I have realized I am much stronger than I gave myself credit for. Ill never forget her or my son who was premature/stillborn (02/03/04). All of you ladies are very strong and I gave the upmost respect for you all.
on Dec. 31, 2011 at 1:44 PM