Im not even really sure how to explain what I am feeling but I feel the need to get it out. Frustrated I guess . I feel really selfish saying this but I know that I am going to be disappointed Sunday when DH turns up empty handed . Im not high maintanance but I think it is reasonable for me to want a card , or a love letter or small gift. Or better yet , make me a cake with our boys and help them draw me a card .
Ya know , I just don't understand why I still want something after a proven bad track record for years when it comes to holidays/birthdays.
I know im the keeper of my own happiness but why is this bothering me so bad ?
on Sep. 13, 2013 at 4:38 PM